Wednesday, December 30, 2020

Reading in 2020

 Happy New Year!

What a year it has been: massive fires, a global pandemic, political unrest, on top of climate change. On top of it all I started nursing school. Needless to say I have faced a bit of an existential crisis this year (if you know me, you know that I am normally an anxious cucumber), and have felt salty. Reading habits changed this year, droping durring the early stages of the pandemic and early summer, but eventually I found my groove again (I thought I was in good enough headspace to start up the blog on a bookwise basis, but 2020 stomped on that idea). I found that I wanted books that delved into existential questions, or gave context to the situations that we have all found ourselves in, or were wonderful escapism where humanity bands together to solve big problems.  So I figure I'll devide the books up into sections on whats ailing us, plus one on escapeism, and talk to you all about what I've been reading.

The 'Rona

So, there are a ton of books about plagues and they're effects, cause there is little more human that dying of dysentery. My top three that I enjoyed in this section were Get Well Soon by Jennifer Wright, On Immunity by Eula Biss, and Fatal Deception by April Hunt. Get Well Soon dives in to all the large historic plagues that we have faced across the ages, and brought some context to the current situation with the fact that, until very recently, most people died from communicable diseases, and showed how our understanding of medicine has changed across the ages. 

    On Immunity looks at the history of vaccines, and how our understanding of them has changed.  This one was a reread for me, and it was just as enjoyable the second time around, and helped bring perspective. Denial of the deadliness of disease is nothing new (if its not affecting someone you know, its not actually bad right?), and a fear of vaccines isnt't either. Both helped add some context, and this situation is nothing new. There have been plagues, and every plague some people don't want to admit theres a problem. 

    Which brings us to Fatal Deception. Fatal Deception is a romance novel following an infectious disease researcher who has the bug she is studying stolen and then weaponized. Starring across from her is her body guard, who has to protecter while she uses science to find the bad guy, generate a vaccine, and save everyone. So cheesy, so corny, ten stars. 

Civil Unrest

When things get rough here in the good ol' US of A, civil unrest is to be expected. Our institutions and systems don't treat people equally, so hard times don't affect people equally. I read alot about this this year, but I would like to talk to y'all about Invisible Women by Caroline Criado-Perez, The End of Policing by Alex S. Vitale, and Blonde Roots by Bernadine Evaristo.

Invisible Women is a book that I think everyone should read. It talks about data bias, how it affects us, and why its a bad thing for everyone. The books examine how data bias just against women has skewed our results. So data bias is when the data we have is not representative of the whole population. Most drugs are tested on men, car safety is tested using manaquins the size of the average man, women have been left out of the conversation. This has led to some aweful issues. Women are less likely to get in car accidents than men, though when they are in one they are more likely to die. The number one adverse side affect of drugs for women is that the drug simply does not work. These effects are detrimental to our society as a whole, and are extremely far reaching. This is a book that really f*ed me up, and I really hope others read it.

Everyone has an opinion on the police, especially following the deaths of George Floyd and Brionna Taylor. I wanted to read a book that examines what the police were supposed to do in our society, "Protect and Serve," and whether they pull that off. The End of Policing showed me that everything I thought the police was for, and the things that they claim they are for, is a factor of smoke and mirrors, and that by most of their own standards, the police are failing at their jobs. This book was extremely well researched, and made the argument that even if you aren't for defunding the police, you should, at the very least, be for drastic reform.

Blonde Roots was a punch in the gut. Its a novel following a young girl who was stolen from her family and her homeland and forced into slavery. This girl is white and her assailants are black, and it forces the reader, if they are white, to examine how their bondage would look. How it would effect their relationships, their habits and cultures. This is an extremely powerful book, its written for YA. It was a beautiful read on top of being extremely thought provoking. Check it out.

The Possible Collapse of Our Democracy at the Hands of Late Stage Capitalism

So remember how the society we are in is unequal and its causing problems? Some of those policies are based off of racism and sexism, but all of them encourage economic inequality. Which has led to some problems, and alot of these problems are actively threatening our democracy. To explore this more I read Democracy May Not Exist, But We'll Miss It When It's Gone by Astra Taylor, Winner Take All by Anand Giridharas, and Why Women Have Better Sex Under Socialism by Kristen R. Ghodsee.

Democracy has always been messy, from ancient Athens to now. It manifests in different ways, in different cultures, and every manifestation has its issues. Democracy May Not Exist, But We'll Miss It When It's Gone examines different democracies throughout history and the conflicts that each iteration has faced. This book was extremely interesting because it broke down the philisophical arguments behind democracy while also looking at the effects that small differences can make, and helps add nuance to what we are arguing about when we argue about how our democracy should look. It examines how freedom clashes with equality, how conflict is crucial but so is consensus. A facinating, critical book that I highly enjoyed.

Winner Take All examines not only how mass inequality is bad, but how philanthropy from the weathy can actually make things worse and undermines our democracy. This book was amazing and extremely eye opening, and I highly reccomend that everyone read it. It's an easy read for such a dense subect, and shows all the ways that rich people giving to philanthropy is just how they cover up all the problems that they have made in our society, and they don't actually make anything better.

If you are wondering why most people who left their jobs this year were women, look no further than Why Women Have Better Sex Under Socialism. This book explores how womens romantic choices have often been tied to gender equality, and how unequal societies can end up punishing women durring times of crisis. This book was extremely interesting because it used studies taken from the Soviet Union and Soviet Block states over the past 70 years, and can examine how attitudes surrounding sex have changed. This book was facinating, and funny, and was an interesting lens through which to view our current crises.

Its Getting Hot In Here

Do y'all remember the beginning of the year when wildfires were devistating Australia? What about July through September when the American West was on fire? Are you ready to do it again this year? There were many onslaughts on our natural world this year. Public lands are threatened, our water sources are becoming increasingly insecure, and the warming of our atmosphere and oceans is continuing. This is the area where I feel the most dread, but also, strangely, where I feel the most optimisic. There fact that human beings are making such a big impact on our planet means that we can change things and that we can make things better. This means that all of these books are calls to action (all books are calls to action, but these are a little more in your face about it). 

We Are The Weather by Jonathan Safran Foer discusses how much the meat we eat factors into the excess greenhouse gasses we put into the air. He does this with the beautiful prose that he is known for, and with a fantastic vulnerability as he discusses his relationship with meat. Animal Agriculture is estimated to release between 10-40% of the greenhouse gasses released into the atmosphere. That means that we cannot solve this issue without adressing how we eat. The author proposes that if everyone didn't eat meat until dinner, it would make a big enough dent in emmisions to be impactful. I loved this book, as I've loved all his books (Everything Is Illuminated and Eating Animals are gems). 

Erosion is a collection of essays by Terry Tempest Williams that examines the intersectionality between the harm being done on our private lands with the violence that is being commited against people of color in this country. She also examines the roles that civil disobedience and activism can play in the fight to protect our wild places and explores how racism has played a large part of the story of public lands and how it needs to be adressed.

Existential Angst

Most of you know that I am an extremely anxious cucumber. With that I find a suprising amount of comfort in the fact that there is no meaning to life other than what we give it, and that in billions of years, nothing actually matters. There were three books I read this year that grapled with these issues in such an amazingly hopeful way, and I hope that all of you will read them.

Humankind, by Rutger Bergman, is a fantastic look at how humans, for the most part, are really good. Throughout the book he presents evidence that most people try to make the world a little better, examining what really happens when school boys are stranded on a deserted island (Spoiler: its not Lord of the Flies), and that most people would unthinkingly stick their neck out for a stranger. This book was so wonderful and hopeful, and it was honestly what I really needed this year.

Nothing deals with issues of humanity creating meaning better than science fiction and All Systems Red, by Martha Wells, takes and amazingly humorus look at what it means to develop humanity as a Murderbot (its what they call themselves) trys to understand how they fit in the world now that they have developed a little cricket on their shoulder. This book is gloriously funny.

This next book is also science fiction and was my favorite book that I read this year. To Be Taught, If Fortunate, by Becky Chambers, follows four scientists as they leave our solar system to explore new worlds in a space program run by the people. This book was extremely beautiful and asks what makes us the most human when we seem to be isolated, how our environments effect us, and how collective action drives our species forward. I adored this book (Thanks Carli!) and will probably reread it again in the next few days. I hope all of you pick it up.


2020 was a crazy year. The world felt like it was burning down around us. Even with all of this, I know so many people who accomplished amazing things this year, and who will keep doing amazing things. None of the problems of 2020 will go away magically when the clock strikes midnight. These problems will still exist next year, and they may get worse. But if we learn about them, and act together, maybe we can fix them. We humans have done amazing things, and continue to do amazing things. 

I hope that some of you reading might pick up one of these books and check them out. Here is the complete list if you're interested If you read a book that you loved this year, please let me know. Happy New Year everyone!

 










Wednesday, April 1, 2020

Dark Lover

Dark Lover, by J.R. Ward, was an extremely interesting read. The basic storytelling is the bland good against evil, the bad guys are bad because they're bad, and the good guys are good because they are good. There's no moral decisions made, and the plot is extremely boring due to this. However, the characterization of the main characters is very well done, which leads to a very strange book with compelling characters who never could have done otherwise.

Entertaining, makes for good candy, but not a compelling novel. Its like watching a feature length video that's made solely out of K-pop love ballads. Three out of five stars.

Friday, March 27, 2020

Being Numerous: Essays on Non-Fascist Life

"It's a political imperative to believe (impossibly) that another world is possible, while necessarily being unable to explain that world from the confines of this one."

Being Numerous: Essays on Non-Fascist Life is a wonderful collection of essays by Natasha Lennard. An extremely timely read, especially with the many eco-fascist arguments circling the internet in light of Covid-19 ("humans are the virus" etc."), Lennard challenges the reader to examine their everyday life to examine how their thought patterns and actions can have larger societal consequences.

She examines her personal experiences, from Standing Rock to sexual encounters, and shows the reader why its important, not only to examine the choices that we make, but how those choices have come to be the only ones available. She reevaluates the idea that the personal is political, and examines the world critically through the philosophical lens of Michael Foucault (who I have never read, and need to). Her prose is beautiful. 

I highly recommend this collection of essays for everyone. Political bents from all sides can benefit from Lennards ideas, and she serves as a reminder that one cannot condemn bad behavior in others before first rectifying those problems in themselves. I give Being Numerous five out of five stars.

"All stories are ghost stories, in which reading invokes a return to the present of specters-say, a dead writer, or an idea from the past."

Wednesday, March 25, 2020

Compromised Hearts

Compromised Hearts, by Hannah Howell, is a western romance following Cloud Ryder, a rough and tumble mountain man who will never settle down, and Emily Brockinger, a down on her luck socialite fleeing west. Compromised Hearts had more of a fleshed out story than Highland Lover, though the characters were just as enjoyable.

Though a fun read, there were several tropes that I don't enjoy present (I like consent in my romance, and don't particularly like virginity as purity tropes), and the novels treatment of women left a little to be desired. I give Compromised Hearts 3.5 out of 5 stars.

Monday, March 23, 2020

Highland Lover

In Highland Lover, by Hannah Howell, Alana Murray is captured as she searches to find her sister. In a dark dungeon she meets Gregor MacFingal Cameron, your classic highland Scot, who decides to help her on her quest. Romance ensues as they learn to trust each other with their secrets and their emotions, but will his past ruin the future they have tried to create?

This was a fun romance. It's pretty standard in its layout, and the characters are very fun. The relationship between Alana and Gregor is filled with witty banter. My one complaint about the story is that Alana never does find and help her sister, which is a little unsatisfactory as that goal is a major mover in the plot line, though I understand that the sisters story is purposefully left out as it's the story of another book by Howell.

Highland Lover was a very fun escapist read, I give it 3.5 out of five stars. Thanks to Amanda for lending it to me, it was a fantastic pick-me-up.

Friday, March 20, 2020

All Systems Red

I needed some light reading after this week; so All Systems Red, the first book in the Murderbot Diaries series by Martha Wells seemed like a really great place to start. It we sent to me through the Life's Library Book club (Y'all should check it out, and all proceeds go to Partners in Health), and I've loved everything they sent me; and any book belonging to a series titled the Murderbot Diaries had to be a ton of fun.

This book drops you into a whirlwind adventure. Taking place in a universe where we have explored a large portion of space, our protagonist is a piece of equipment that is made up of both organic and machine parts, rented out to survey crews for the greatest profit. Unnamed, it calls itself Murderbot, but never when anyone else is around. When a series of accidents befall the team that it has been rented out too, Murderbot has to find a way to keep them safe while trying to explore its own sentience in peace.

This book was funny, sarcastic, and gave an amazing peek into a human condition in a meaningful way. A quick read at 154 pages, it packs a punch. Easy to fall into, compelling, and unbelievably All Systems Red five out of five stars.

Thursday, March 19, 2020

A Year in 100 Books: Quarantine Edition

As many of us are compelled to stay home due to the spread of Covid-19, I felt it might be time to start up the blog again until things settle down. I have found that I feel a bit useless sitting at home, and need to feel like I'm doing something helpful and productive to keep the anxiety at bay. So I'm gonna talk to you all about the books that I'm reading. And maybe share pictures of whatever I'm knitting, or the kittens. You know, uplifting stuff. So lets start with the first book:

The End is Always Near

by Dan Carlin

I know right, starting of with some super uplifting material. It was a really good read. For those who don't know Dan Carlin, he is the host of Dan Carlin's hardcore history, a long form podcast about different events in history (and by long form I mean long. Most pods are 5 hours or more, and most stories are like good apologies, they come in three parts). 

This book looks specifically at humanities most apocalyptic moments, beginning with the bronze age collapse ("the sea peoples!") and ending with the proliferation of nuclear arms and examining how our quest for greater weaponry has changed who we are as people. Very well researched, though a quicker read than I thought it would be given the length of his podcasts. Carlin asks big questions about how these changes have shaped humanity, "What's the connection between the factual past and the speculative future?" He ties in effects of the effects of such events as the collapse of Rome, and the great plagues of the past, and looks at how the people living then might have felt. (There's a cool argument to made that the rise of guilds, and workers rights, might have arisen as a consequence of the black death.)

I give The End is Always Near four and a half out of five stars. It was a good reminder that things have been bad before, and they will be bad again, but we still have power to create the world we want to live in. I wish it was longer.